Being without God
Without God, you would have no life at all. Outside of Christ, there is no reality. There is no logic. There is no reason for anything. Everything was made for Christ. Your next breath comes from Christ and is to go back to Christ.
We must fully depend on Jesus, without Him we have nothing, but with Him we have everything. When you don’t have Christ you have no power over sin, Satan, and you don’t truly have life.
The Lord is our strength, He directs our lives, and He is our Deliverer. You need the Lord. Stop trying to live life without Him. Repent and put your trust in Christ.